didnt really know what to expect and after about half hour i was wondering if it really was working or even going to work.

then it hit me, literally like the room just opened up for me and i was filled to the brim with the most overwhelming happiness.. soo overwhelming and i was easily and by far the happiest i have ever been! ever!!

The night went on and i had topped up a couple of times by bombing it, the feeling just stayed with me.

as far as what it allowed me to do, i was speaking to EVERYONE, but in a good way, not coming across like a nutcase, being able to listen to them aswell as speak myself. being clear… friendly, not in anyones face at all. and im not just talking to friends, im including people i had just walked past in the street, were around the bar/club i was at, also i didnt alienate anyone and infact made many friends, got a few numbers ect, from hot girls id usually not go and speak to out of shyness. I felt in control and aware of what i was doing.

i was literally in love with the world and could not believe how fantastic i felt. i still cant to be honest.. its mind blowing.

the main thing for me is that, unlike alchohol.. i stayed coheerant, and ‘in the room” so to speak whilst emotionally being on another planet or even in a completely different universe!!

the comedown itself was gentle, i was just all of a sudden back on this planet again and still happy… still in good spirits, but in a more chilled form rather than the excited form. it was great, the whole night.

one thing i would say is i dont think i once thought about drinking water until later on when a friend asked if i had and then i became pretty thrsty, again luckily my friend adised me to drink it but not go over the top and advised me to get to sleep even though i was just happy to stay up and enjoy the moment. (it was 6am by this time)

i still felt it in my system the next day as my last bomb was late on in the night at like 4am and i probably did waaaay too much, for my first time especially.. nearly a gram.?? so all the next day i had a wave of happiness come over me like every 30 seconds where my body wanted to keep producing serotonin. which is nice but even when your feeling happy, it drains your energy from keep doing this and gets a bit much after about 6 hours!! lol… The day after i was extreemly tired and a little twitchy at a couple of points, but i think i can blame this on having only 6 hours sleep over 3 days and not drinking enough water! but im fine now a few days later.

im 26 and until about 4 months ago, i had never taken drugs or never wanted to, not that i was against them, but i didnt know why you would want to and so didnt feel the need… little did i know some can be that good. my first time was coke… nothing special, was sharp and allert, but didnt specifically wow me in any way at all, therefore ive only done it twice. and doubt i’ll do it again.

but out of all honesty, after this weekend, i can safely say that the experience i had with mdma was just the greatest feeling i have ever had, and i want that feeling again at some point, and not just once more!!

i have read ebough to be aware that moderation is a very important thing in order to not become ‘addicted’ to use the simplest term, i will be making sure its an ‘every now and then’ kinda thing, and that having friends around to look after you, and looking out for friends whilst doing it is the most important thing during the time of taking it.

i think as long as your sensible, and go into it with an open mind. it is something that most will find to be an unbelievably good experience!

if you dont wana try… dont… if youfeel you can go into it with a good spirit and mindset… i reccommend at least trying. but when your ready, like i did.